Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in pinkee's LiveJournal:

Sunday, July 15th, 2007
6:03 pm	overdue update so, it's been a long time... i have had some good times but in general it's been pretty bad, oh well, things are looking pretty damn good right now. i was engaged to a canadian guy who i had a great relationship with, he helped me get over some of the heartache that had broke my spirit, but at the end of a lot of loss for both of us, he left me. at the same time he and i were dating, i started seeing this other person. (i am poly) well, he got lung cancer and died. at the same time, my mom took custody of my son and i lost my last grasp on reality. so, with nothing to keep me in ohio, i left for friends in austin, tx. things are going well now and i am happy to be here. i do miss being around my kids but torwards the end there, i never got to see them. i am in six relationships right now, three local. i am happy with how things are going, if a bit slowly. so, i've started reading LJ again to keep up with all of you guys and i am going to try to post more regularly too. Current Mood: hopeful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003
10:25 pm	holiday blues Tonight I get to bake the cookies by myself. My baby is all grown up and doesn't want to help anymore. Me: "tonight we are going to bake hanukkah cookies!" T: "Oh. Can I have a friend over instead?" Of course I was *so* rational I said "Of course NOT". Later on I let him out of it though. He fell asleep on the couch waiting for the finishes product. I knew adolescence was coming, but *today*? Cookie baking day? I am pretty sure I don't want more kids, I better be, I had a tubal ligation this year. But I'm not sure I'm ready to give up all these special moments. I think I need to start baby sitting. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Sinead O'Conner - My special c (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
1:52 pm	cleaning/packing/moving The logistics suck, and I hate doing it. Add to this the pressure that I need to have it done by Monday, as well as have the apartment clean to move into, and I'm a nervous wreck. Ugh. I can't wait till this is over. Did I mention I'm moving again next summer? If you are reasonably local to Philly and interested in fostering a cute sweet male cat, let me know. (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 25th, 2003
4:47 pm	Registering my son for his new school. Of course I have somehow lost his birth certificate and social security card sometime in the last two months, so I had to do some creative paperwork combinations, but they are letting him in starting Monday. Bad news is he has to walk a mile and a half to school and he hasn't made any friends in the neighborhood yet. The attendance officer said she will buddy him up with someone from our neighborhood Monday morning. Oh well, we'll see how it goes. (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 18th, 2003
1:34 am	moving in with mj I'm making plans to move in with Mike at the beginning of next month, which will be a change for good. We make good partners and I think all will go well for T and I at his place. Wish me luck :) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 7th, 2003
9:03 am	Depression and bad choices First good news, my diet is going well and I dropped a pant size already. Switchcat says he can see a difference in body after only two weeks. :) Yeah! The bad news: I started smoking again. My doctor recommended a cigarette to help my headaches and I can't seem to stop. I think it is because I am sooooo depressed right now. I am hoping once I get my anti-depressants worked out, I will quit again. I went cold turkey several years ago, and now I blew it. My sweeties are going to be disappointed if not angry. :( Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Friday, February 28th, 2003
3:14 pm	Guilty spending I bought a digital camera. I have wanted one for a long time and one came on sale that I had to have. I don't have the money, but I did need the fun, so I am forgiving myself. Look here for new pictures and stuff. This morning my son was in the school play for black history month, and my camera's battery died in the middle. AHHHH. But now I know to recharge before special events. I am also putting together my son's system from Christmas but am shy two important cables, so it will have to wait another day. I drank too much caffiene... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 24th, 2003
9:54 am	my third trip to boston I came up to Boston this weekend to see two of my sweeties and meet one of my sweetie's sweetie. The trip on the train was boring and tedious as usual, and the last hour goes so slow. This is the first time noone met me at the station. I had keys and knew how to get to the apartment, but help with my bags would have been nice. After I got to Darxus' apartment I started his laundry (somethings never change :), took a shower, and then waited for him to get home. We had a great night and an lazy morning until we were off to meet Kaz, one of his other sweeties. Brunch was heavenly, I had vegetarian Eggs benedict with artichoke hearts and a dill cream sauce. mmmmm. Kaz was talkative and that helped to put me at ease, as I can be shy with new people and I was nervous about meeting her. Everything went great though, and I can honestly say that I am happy she and darxus are together. :) I am now sitting on the couch awaiting E to pick me up and spend the day with him, and then off to Philadelphia tomorrow. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: the reciever is broken, so none (Comment on this)
Friday, February 7th, 2003
2:05 pm	entering the labryth I am just now deciding to use and read live journal. Hope all goes well.My sweetie and his sweeties are here, so it makes sense for us to stay in touch this way. (Comment on this)